I’ve Hit The Buffers

It was the day when the colour drained from my world,
The day when I finally realised,
Despite all of my efforts,
No matter how hard I tried,
It had won!
Finally, I have to give up the fight,
I have to accept that which is inevitable,
It is inevitable that I now accept,
What it is that is my fate!
I no longer have the strength,
I no longer have the will,
I no longer have the desire,
I am drained,
I’ve hit the buffers!

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We need light in order to create darkness
It takes the power of light to make darkness happen
Without light, there can be no darkness

When we dive into our mind
What exactly can we see
Is there hope or inspiration
Is there an emotional abdication

What is the cause of my misery
Can the answers be found checking my history
What is the path that I must choose
I can’t decide for I may lose

My reality has altered
My mental state has faltered
If only I was able to cry
I can’t you see cos I’m a guy

I am the rock you rely on me
I am the one who must simply be
Supporting others to hell with me
And yes you know that’s where I’ll be

Why can’t you see this pain I carry
This awful burden is my adversary
You think this is just arbitrary
In a wooden box it’s me you’ll carry

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Too many tears,
I have cried,
Too many years,
The old me has died.
Too many fears,
To go forward in hope,
Too many memories,
Remind me, I can't cope.

People mean well,
make promises they don't keep,
The let down is too much,
It's me who can't sleep,
I lay here and worry about what went wrong,
I lay here and worry, all night long.

All that I hear,
Is noise, much noise,
There is never a moment,
With gentle poise,
Please make it stop,
I want to get off.

Picture and Words by me.

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Is such a thing even possible?

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