i'm still very confused on what it means to actually forgive someone. i'm trying so hard on forgiving you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you and a few more people.... even those of you who haven't even apologized... those of you who, quite frankly, aren't even sorry. you've given me so many scars. the wounds refuse to heal. in fact, they still hurt.

there are times when i think i've completely forgiven you, in particular, for messing with my mind, all of your abuse, the cheating, the lies... it's been almost five years... i tell myself i should be over it and that i've forgiven you 100%. but then when i start to feel any sort of resentment towards you, i become confused and wonder if i really have.

so can someone please answer me this question.... are you still forgiving someone if you aren't over what they've done to you?

i guess that's all for today... i feel uncomfortable and vulnerable and i've said too much.

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