Being alone can be healing for my soul. Being alone can be very painful for my heart. I have experienced both in the last weeks and months. I am torn between the feelings of loneliness that hurts me and the feelings that give me warmth and security. I do not know if all this has to do with my age and my situation? I do not know exactly where I belong right now. In a moment I am sad and tired, in another happy and full of life. What can I do? Withstand? Disappear? Where? I just need distance and tranquility for my soul. But what about my friends, those who need me? My attention, my closeness, my love? Can I just disappear and not take care of them? NO !!! I will not and can not. I just want to give love and be loved so that my soul can breathe. No more and no less.
I love you all, dear flickr friends, who want to accompany me for a time along my way and want to give me a little of your attention and love.
I am so moved by your words here by my little work of love that I must cry. Tears of gratitude and joy, but also tears of compassion and sorrow for those who have not lived so well in the last time. I am connected with you in my thoughts and prayers my dearest friends.
Your friend
Erwin
All this I have told you from my soul, I see in this picture. It makes me so happy, but it makes me from time to time also very sad. This is my inner feeling now. Sorry, but I had to tell you this, because my heart is so heavy at the moment, but I still have a lot of hope.
"Alone, but I shine all my beauty and love for all of you who want to see and feel it."
This Love - Sarah Brightman
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