The desire to cross-dress and spend time as a woman is powerful within me just now. As is my norm, I am not able to act on this yearning and so I look through my pictures and videos recorded from previous cross-dressing opportunities to help as the memories are always lovely to recall.
I came across a video recording I had forgotten about which came from a webcam taken during my ill-fated attempt to launch an interview series with other cross-dressers called T-chat. That idea withered away well before the Pandemic.
Seeing the webcam recording, which is quite poor resolution, I was affected emotionally by witnessing just how much I seemed to be at ease and full of delight being a woman. I was obviously feeling more confident as I loved wearing he make-up, the wig and he female clothes. I on't deny it felt amazing compared to appearing as a man.
I was wearing a lot of make-up as I wanted to feel like a professional female interviewer on camera.I enjoyed the style of foundation coverage and the defined eyeliner and mascara and I adored the woman's shirt I was wearing and wore lipstick to match coated with lipgloss. I had plucked my eyebrows and was thrilled to wear make-up like this. I had chosen a wig in a style I thought a female TV presenter may have and unbuttoned the shirt in what I hoped was a hint of feminine sexiness. I thought the large hooped ear rings would ad a casual touch to a semi formal look for the camera. Out of shot I was wearing a black knee length pencil skirt with my freshly shaved legs clad in flesh coloured tights (pantyhose). I had been wearing beige high heels to complete the look. I notice though I must have slipped them off as I can see them on the shelf behind me!
I think the make-up I was wearing that day truly had a big effect on me, I adored it, and it boosted my confidence considerably, and helped me imagine I was female.It was a lotto make-up but I really felt the part and wished my little dress up session was real, that I was a female TV presenter getting made up for the camera and stepping out on set in feminine clothing and heels.
I suppose, for me, my dream of being a woman is lived out by my cross-dressing and indulging in these little scenarios. All I know is the day I did this it felt amazing, I truly felt alive and confident in a way I had never previously experienced.
Cross-dressing is always emotionally rewarding and always exciting and I feel it is a bit of an adventure too. I am a man but I really do love spending time as a woman.
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