Fluidr / strange, how we decorate pain by rosiehardy

(flashback from my 365s)
"Strange, how we decorate pain." - Margaret Atwood
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The Decorator 🎨

I'm now in the last month of this project, and the past couple of days I've been thinking about it coming to an end - excitement in thinking I'm actually gonna complete this and have free time again (!!!), but more so marvelling at how spectacularly different I feel now, compared to last year.
I started this project in the depths of hopelessness, with a massive hole in my life which I could barely find the positivity to start fathoming, let alone start considering how to fill it. I chose to decorate my pain with art, pictures, quotes - stepping back every single day to give it a good hard look, right in it's eye. It makes me feel all crumbly inside when I think of how far a journey it's been!
Only 29 days to go! ❤️🌼

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