aaaand breathe out.

exams are over! and it went great! i find some disturbing pleasure in doing revision, as well as that hand-cramp you get 15minutes into writing essays as fast as you can. The exam went really well, I managed to stay ahead of time and scrawled down 15pages in 90mins. One thing didn't go my way, I was talking to my friends outside about how it is always very important that you choose the right pen for the exam - pens affect different people in different ways, and its really good to find one you can write fast with. I sat down to my exam with my awesome fast pen, and didn't even finish my name before it ran out of ink!!! it was sooo ominous.

i have never worn red lipstick before, and never will again. this was a combination of paint and lipstick, and i look like a total tranny without editing. mmm :)

the roses are real, my mum is a florist and brings home all the old useless beautiful flowers! its awesome. so thanks claire for letting me have these :)

yay! everyone tell me about their days, i am in the mood to hear everything!! i am going to make chicken fajitas, come eat them with me!

UPDATE

This picture is not at all about smoking, nor am I trying to glamorize it or suggest anything at all about smoking. i don't smoke, im not going to say that other people should. nothing to do with smoking here.

278/365

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"None are so hopelessly enslaved as those who falsely believe they are free." - Goethe

It is a huge belief of mine that none of us are free. Its also something that I wish I didn't believe. Its like the snooker-ball example - if you position the cue at a certain angle and input a certain amount of power, the white ball will move a certain distance, in a certain direction, and depending on the circumstances will cause a certain effect, that can be predicted, given that you knew all the circumstances (the positions of the other balls, for example). It's possible to predict with 100% accuracy the outcome of the shot.

The same thing can be applied to life, just in a really really really complex way. Because of every single circumstance in the world, everything that is going to happen is mapped out and ready to happen, right down to the millisecond. And we can't change it or argue with it because thats down to circumstance, too. You might want to leave a comment with an opposing argument - but BAM, you don't have a choice in that because thats the kind of person you are because of a whole other load of circumstances. You weren't free to choose. We are not free. Some like to call it fate. We are all fishies in the tank, not free to be able to choose to get out or not. And if we do get out, thats not our choice either, because thats just the kind of fish we were destined to be.

Mind vomit!

Tags:   what if i chose to leave an argument in the tags? would that throw everything off? or what if somebody bumped you from behind before you took the shot, spilled their drink on your mate, and the white ball went flying across the room and smashed the jukebox could you predict that? hehe goddam it... im melting!!! hehehe

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Mary, Mary, quite contrary
how does your garden grow?
with silver bells and cockle shells
and CCTV cameras all in a row

I got the idea for this a few days ago. I was setting up my camera in a car park near a supermarket in my town, because it had a wall I wanted to use in a 365, away from all the cars. I'd been there literally 2minutes and I heard a man shout "Dissemble your camera NOW" behind me. He turned out to be from security, and told me to delete any photos I had taken infront of him so he could make sure there were none on my card. I asked him why after I had done so, and he told me that it was because of possible terrorist attacks. Terrorist attacks!!!! At Waitrose!!! At waitrose in Buxton!!!
I just thought it was crazy. Everywhere has gone completely public safety mad. I mean, seriously - if I really wanted to bomb waitrose, I'd just walk in through the entrance - I doubt taking pictures of the wall where they leave the litter would do much good. But anyway, I packed up and mooched off elsewhere.

Its a mad, mad world.

TODAY IS AARONS BIRTHDAY!! He is now 25 :D :D So everyone go say happy birthday to him!!!! Mmmm love you Aaron!!! We are going to have a meal over webcam tonight. I am so excited! I give him his presents when I go over there, and I give him his card today. I will post pictures on the blog if Aaron agrees :)

Our Blog for before and after and other updates

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I am going to miss winters like these. Still, the snowmen have no right to judge.

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It snowed today! On the walk home from this, i slipped over three times, and in the end i gave up and just lay there sprawled out on the ground and watched the snowflakes fall for a bit. It was nice. I love England. Today it sank in that it was my last proper winter here.


Mine and Aaron's blog for a before and after, tutorial info & more blurb book info also.

Tags:   snow wind boots white snow man ArtLibre hiver nostalgie ritrattidiof artlibres bratanesque

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I've seen this room and I've walked this floor - I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch - love is not a victory march, its a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.

ROMANCE ISN'T DEAD

When me and Aaron were together, we missed a few days of 365s - we did however, take about 3000 pictures on our roadtrip. Aaron spend all day compiling them, and finally the video of it is here!! You can see it on our blog. I want to cry now I've seen it, I remember everything so much!

This photo was a team effort!! Me and two of my friends Hannah and Liz did the shoot - with Hannah working the camera and Liz holding up Skelly's arm. It was so much fun - though I almost died when I turned around and saw Liz holding up an entire leg, frantically trying to re-attach it!!!!!! And Aaron helped me with the mist - thank god I had him, it would have looked pants otherwise. I've posted a before/after of this on our blog!

Happy Bonfire Night to all us Brits! And Happy Wednesday to everyone else :D

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