Though 'H' was at his dad's the weekend past, I was feeling a bit meh ....and a bit frozen so even though it would really do me no good I didn't go out Saturday bar Hero's little walks, the little shop down the road and a quick venture to the front garden for some macro.....By Sunday I was a right grumpy sod- so with warnings I'd be late back for 'H's drop off I went for my weekend walkies - sorry I meant I took Hero for his weekend walkies 😁

Tags:   Talacre Talacre beach Talacre lighthouse Point of Ayr Point of Ayr Lighthouse Lighthouse Winter sun Walkies Sand dunes Seascape

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Practically perfect kinda day...proper sound of music ♥ I so loved just walking out of the door into this....though not completed it's on the bring Rebecca more stability list of 2025 .....and also the nemeses to be had list 😁

I remember crying driving home because I didn't want to leave the time and place and no this time it wasn't after realising sheep on the lorry weren't going to another farm!

So much real peace for me here in mountains like this ♥

Tags:   The Weish Matterhorn Cnicht Darkness and Lightness HSS Snowdonia Wales Mountains

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I have craved stability my whole life - it's been like a child's hat blown off at the beach; you keep chasing, trying to catch it but unseen gusts take it further from your grasp, do you give up, take the loss or strategically pause, observe the patterns and try again ‍♀️


It seems you just about get one area of your life kinda stable then pooft something happens.

As a young adult I thought I would find stability starting my own family young but nope 😁
Career gets going but then lack of stability with love or maybe money's more stable but then time is not ‍♀️

So I'm rewriting my stability list,
I'm going to take a bit from the mountains which have always brought me such an all encompassing feel of stability, they are there through times, seasons, weather comes and goes but in a quiet majesty they take it all but remain strong♥

Tags:   Llynnau Mymbyr Yr Wyddfa Snowdon Horseshoe Snowdonia Wales Lake Reflections Snow Now don't be overdoing it

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The world and the people in it for the vast majority, have always left me feeling confused, unsure and different in ways I could never really communicate - perhaps because communication is also a difficulty of mine especially when it comes to the abstract such as thoughts and feelings.....through fear 'of being found out' of my differences I bit by bit retreated from the world and people bar a few I felt 'at home' with - I've tugged inside the feelings of just being me but also the pressures to be 'normal', like others and just fit in where you truly don't.....so over the years I made a life that suited me, made my own happiness from the things that make ME happy....
I am in my own time, my own space, my own place - but so what 😜

Tags:   umbrella sliders of everything landslide

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How many years did I spend worrying about how I looked or how I came across 😥.....It didn't change anything really apart from constricting my true self ‍♀️ taking mental energy to what other's would think of me rather than using my energy on me ♥

Tags:   1 Person snow Tree you are what you are and that's bl**dy fantastic good enough

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