This video is literally me just having a bit of fun flirting with the camera which I filmed in slow motion on my phone, a wee experiment! I was so delighted to be dressed as a woman once more I simply could not resist having a bit of fun as I felt truly delighted and was loving it being Helene again.

Techie note: The video quality is not great on the phone when using slow motion capture and due to the ambient lighting being so low the image quality is quite degraded. It was though all about enjoying myself so this took priority.

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Well, I managed yet another cross-dressing session this evening and though I was not intending to setup for taking photos I could not resist using my phone to take a few selfies. On Monday evening it was my first time cross-dressed in two and half years and I felt I was well out of practice especially with my make-up. I made more of an effort today having had more time to get ready and right now I’m thrilled to be appearing as a woman once more.

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Apologies for the low resolution and poor image quality on this picture. It is actually a still video frame taken on my phone originally recorded in slow motion under low level ambient lighting conditions...not a great recipe for a quality still image!

However, I'm posting it, rather indulgently I admit, as a wee celebration to myself that I enjoyed a precious few hours as my female alter-ego. I had such an exhilarating and euphoric evening that despite nearly two months passing the delight still lingers powerfully within me. I love cross-dressing and adore the whole experience, it always feels so amazing and so emotionally rewarding.

Earlier that evening I had enjoyed a lovely video call with the delightful Amanda MJ www.flickr.com/photos/30935295@N05/ who greatly encouraged and inspired me to become Helene again after my two and half year break with my cross-dressing.

All I can express is I loved wearing this dress and wearing make-up on my face. I have always dreamed of being a woman so cross-dressing is an activity that holds great appeal and inevitable reward for me and so much more fun than just being a man.

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As a transvestite that enjoys wearing make-up, wigs and female clothing and, at heart a bit of a frustrated actor, I enjoy experimenting with looks and clothing when I dress up as a woman. My ambition is to one day create a convincing appearance of being female. I would love to venture out and be perceived as a woman and this motivates me to try and create looks that may work in the real world. Also, it’s great fun to experiment when cross-dressing, I love it! This picture (another selfie) is one of my wee experiments from last week. I came across a wig I had forgotten I even owned and I was very keen to wear this pink woman’s shirt which I also rediscovered in my collection. So an extra application of mascara, a bit of extra eye-liner and the delight of buttoning up my fitted shirt then playing around with the wig and here was the result…I enjoyed it, rather delightful fun actually. It was a different look for me and I felt it opened up my curiosity to experiment with more looks in the future.

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I am aware this picture is guilty of being very similar to those I’ve posted a few weeks ago. It came from my last cross-dressing session (late November 2016) and I was so excited, in fact euphoric is more apt to be dressing as a woman once more that I put very little effort in to ensuring any pictures I took were of a better image quality. I was in low level room lighting and used the front facing camera on my phone and snapped off a few (very grainy) selfies.

My mood that evening was all consuming, the utter joy and emotional delight were just incredible. Being a transvestite who rarely gets an opportunity to set free my love of cross-dressing and trying to look female I was on a real high the night I took this picture.

You may ask why am I posting such a poor quality image? Well, it is rather selfish and all to do with this afternoon when I wrote to lovely and warm Pamela Lennon and the act of corresponding with such a lovely lady brought my female alter-ego out into the open. Of course I am not in a position to go the whole way and put on my make-up, dress in lingerie and a dress, don a wig and slip into my high heels…oh how I wish! My usual coping strategy is to browse through my photo archives and enjoy the memories of those rare times I was able to imagine I was female.

This picture, though technically very poor does bring back a special memory for me and fills me with a sense of contentment that despite living as a man I did manage to set free my female self albeit for a few brief hours. I can only apologise for it being more of the same when seen alongside my recent photo posts. I just needed that wee boost the act of posting a picture of me as my female alter-ego can provide.

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